Step kid, dads and families
I just got reamed with a doozy. My BF resents my kids. 7 years. I am really sad about this because i thought we were getting somewhere. I was wrong. Or at least I didnt want to see it or hear it. My...
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Father's Day
Happy Father's Day. I was thinking about my dad this past week. I haven't seen him since July 23, 1988. He was 47 when he died. I was 21. Sadly, it is difficult to remember his voice. We didn't have a...
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Dickish Fuck
I am continuously being put in a place I dont want to be. I also try very hard to reset how I feel about situations and people and give it another go, if you will. I like to think it is a kind of...
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Burning Man 2012- Dusty AF
Burning Man 2012I just returned from my now must go to annual trip to Burning Man. This year was a very different vibe than last year for me. No less great just less of being in it.We had an art car...
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Bitch -Off
Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don't resist them - that only creates sorrow. Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. Lao Tzu That is...
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To Love a Goddess
I found this. I found this so beautiful.DEAR BEAUTIFUL MEN:If you want to change the world… Love a woman - really Love her. Find the one who calls to your soul, who doesn’t make sense.Throw away your...
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Biological Urge
"The mystery of life isn't a problem to solve, but a reality to experience"I am a bit in a foul mood. I am not really into spell check today nor caps or full words or even punctuation for that...
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Hot A.F. and CRAP
It is still hot A.F. in AZ. Everyone else is getting 10-30 degrees of below average weather and we are still sweating our balls off.I love this time of year. It is perfect for getting out. In AZ we are...
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A Boy and His Dog
Seti. Such a truly great dog in my lifetime.I met her when I met Ian. It was our second date and he brought her to my house in Sedona, AZ. She was about one at the time.She walked in and immediately...
View Articlelife eventtmojo rising
an un expected meduical event that will change me forever, nov 15th i was snatched right out of my home into a hospital away from my family for 3 weeks. missing thanks giving at home i had an...
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its my stroke and it mkes mre cry a lotoh how.i miss me
i miss my life i had a tight little orderly life wand now it is chaos. i cannot drive i cannot earn money right now my entire interdependence is gone.i feel so sad. hate this change it is harder then...
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WHO THE FUc AM I NOW
THIS IS HOW I FEEL NOW IN MOST SOCIAL SITUATIONS.I FEEL A TON OF GUILT THESE DAYS. I LACK MOTIVATION TO EVEN SHOWER. MUCH LESS SHOW UP AND WORK.I DONT FEEL BAD.i feel like i am a big let down now.sAny...
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yikesNarcissiwstic personality disorderLast rNarcissistic personality disorder is a condition in which people have an inflated sense of self-importance and an extreme preoccupation with...
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momo's moop-a thon
jI just returned from a walk to the store about a mile away and found an alarming amount of trash in the street. At Burning Man it is called MOOP, noun – Matter Out Of Place; especially as it applies...
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imso in love with my girls
i am not bffs with my girls. they have often told me they consider my one of their best friends that they can tell anything to. i am not sure how i got to have such an amazing relationship with them,...
View Articlei am a sparatan warrior nbut not from MI
if you follow me on the face book you know i just completed my first super spartan. its a nine mile up hill muther fuckobstacles. and then arwith unnesccesary obstacles along the way about 20 of them.i...
View Articlestep it up
are they important to you? like the saying goes if its important to you yo'll find a way if not you'll find an excuse. or just be lazy. which is selfish too.so many people scoff at valentines day. but...
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more time
it's been a while since i ave written. i lack huge amounts of motivation.and pleasurable accomplishments. writing i want to do but it is very challenging with the mistakes thst i make. i find pleasure...
View ArticleMISSING MOMMY
here it is again. that time we celebrate the first woman we loved. i have not missed my mother more than i have in the last 6 months.when my mom died she was not at peace her cancer had spread to her...
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butt rainbows!!
I WAS TOLD TO WRITE A BLOG ABOUT THIS FROM MY BESTIE WHOM MANY OF YOU blog writtersREADERS USED TO REAd. cap lock off.my life has dramatically improved over the last 7 weeks. not without a lot of self...
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my lessons of surrender and freedom.
6 months of letting go and challenges have lead me to a place of peace. not easy to do with where i wass in my heart and mind being aroundnew people and their influence of thetruth of selfis nothing...
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waking the fuck up
why the fuck are love and relationships so difficult. we are dealing with many generations of dysfunction and being unaware. i feel blessed that we live in an age to find answers if we look for them....
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WHAT I found ON THE MAT sunday.
i had a very spiritual moment in yoga on sunday. i was pretty upset when i went and almost cancelled.instead i decided to breath it out and replace it with good.i did just that. and my mood all day was...
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After this year of losses. and fear. i finally looked at it accepted it and felt it. i thanked it for coming to teach me what i needed and said goodbye to what was gone and smiled in peace knowing i...
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